Just what do you know? I don't deal with problems by stabbing them. I haven't killed in weeks—I haven't attacked anyone since I've arrived, and this entire time I haven't even mentioned hurting anything until you brought this stabbing shit up!

[ his grip on the knife tightens, ]

I've been listening. To Rider, to my teammates, to other people, I've been listening and I haven't lifted a finger against anyone! I could be fighting but I know my limits, I could be killing people but I don't need to do that here! I'm not fighting for my life here so there's no point in killing anyone, not unless there's a game where my team's life is in danger! You keep telling me it's the only way I do this and that but I haven't done any of it!